well, right now i am at the hospital.. never liked it.
my grandma is seriously ill, and i guess there is nothing i can do about it.
last night i sat there listening to the doctor talk about how serious it really is..
" her body is almost depleted, if she cannot live would you want to use CPR on her,"
wow.. IF she lives? These scenes ive only seen in movies,hearing the worst news from a doctor. I hate it. Whatever happens i know its for the best,
God has planned out her life and everyone else's,
let us get through this obstacle and live on knowing we did our best to help her. -_-'
"Not truth, but faith. That is what keeps the world alive." - Edna
Hearing and watching my aunt cry saying " I dont know if your mom will be here in time,"
well.. thats a scary thought, i planned to visit the states and have a great vacation not a funeral. It is great so far until this point, lets hope that all goes well.

hello the name is jennifer myky lam | july5,94'| Single | MPJ
I am just another highschool girl, still trying to find who i am , still trying to find "the one" . I lovee music, and singing. It makes me happy, and can be my painkiller at times . I am soo greatful for the loved ones around me because without them, seriously I wouldnt know what to do . I love to love, and hate to hate. I say, dont judge if you dont know them, get to know me . I keep it real , when I've hit rock bottom , I know I've got God's guidance, grace and patience . My God is mighty to save , Capture my heart again . Even though I’ve run into some obstacles I know that everything happens for a reason and so hopefully as I continue to live my life, I run into more positive events that will change me to become a better person . Through everything I thank my loved ones for being there and making my history what it is now. 

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[X] Update Resume
[X] Expirience TGIF
[ ] Cover of Love/PromiseintheDark
[ ] Job Hunting Again
[X] Jam Session w/ Olmos/Gomez
[X] Video with Samar
[ ] Video with MM
[ ] Video with Lovebug
[ ] Bake Strawberry Shortcake
[X] Cover 'Battlefield' -Jordin