Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ rainbow !

i just saw one of the most beautiful sites ever, and its that quote
“Life is like a rainbow. You need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear.”
it was just so pretty ! picture to come, i just blogged right away when i saw it :)
@ ateh jenn !
"ateh jenn, can you open this for me ?"
aha it feels weird being called ateh knowing that im not flip, but the kids are so cutee , and i just love being around them yunno.
i just got back from a jr/sr kids for christ camp and it was amazing weather, and those kids can be really difficult.
like my guitar ?
my friend russelle was there with me all day :)
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ oh my pretty boy
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I got only you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy you're mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you
I used to write your name
I'll put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy you're mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you
Oh pretty boy
pretty boy
pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy you're mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay, right beside you.
♥
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ wonderland
back from wonderland with eh girls, lots of fun.
it felt nice to relax for once and not have to worry about anything.


oh yeah
CHECK (x) season pass
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ whack.
update : variety night went great :)
friday afterschool went to orfus with adisha and couldnt find anything for a friends birthday . NOTHING. why is it that everytime im with this girl, the craziest things happen.
story: the first time around we were on the subway and it stopped /blackout for like 10 minutes. scary no? second time we got onto the wrond wrong cart where we met a scary old man who apporached us :\ scary no? lastnight, about 2 whole subways were forced to get off at st. georges . it was ALOT of people. and so we had to take a whole detour. what a night. i lvoe this girl <3
events ! WONDERLAAND , wednesday with the girls <3
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ ugh.
alright, rehearsal for variety night went horrible today.
but you know what, imma try my best for the actual thing tomorow .
lord help me.
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ CHECK !
alrightyy, got those shoes i wanted,
i can finally check off something on that list of minee !

Friday, May 08, 2009 @ inspired
most inspiring guest speaker came into my school the other day and his speech left me.. speechless.
he tells an amazing story about an african boy Richard, who was playing soccer back at home. until a bunch of soldiers come and stop him and his friends, hanging them all on a bunch of veins. they cut each of the kids and insert crack into there blood. as the kids are still hallucinating, and this boy was then blindfolded by the soldiers, a gun was put into his hands and the soldiers screamed making him panic. and so he shot, he took off his blind fold and at that moment he realized he had just shot his best friend, at the age of 5 .
after his father had past away he was put in charge to be the man of the house. that night he heard gunshots he was afraid and ran under his bed, but remembered what his father had told him. he ran out and was forced to watch his mom and sister get assaulted.
the best part that stuck with me, let me quote " Richard now goes to UFT, you may walk right past him and not know that he went through all this. Because hes not wearing a shirt that says ' i am hurt," Its the exact same thing , with anyone you walk by in the hall . You dont know whats going on in their lives, or what they go through. So why dont you stop hating and start spreading more love around. Make someones day that much better.
daaamn, its long but i think its worth reading :)
i tried to make it sound good,
god bless <3
Tuesday, May 05, 2009 @ keep in prayer.
alright, so today the school found out that the secretary's husband had past away suddenly of a heart stroke.
SUDDENLY.
heres the story though, shes pretty old and
has been with him for like 50 years.
she was planning on retiring this year,
to spend her summer with the man , but now..
he gone. just like that.
she must be going through some tough shit right now,
& i dont know what i would do if i were her.
all i can do is keep her in my prayers and tell you people :
to cherish what you have, because you never know what youve lost till its gone. damn straight.
<3
Friday, May 01, 2009 @ help me.
lord help me, i SERIOUSLY need a job.
Im done volunteering ive got 70 hours !
But now I need a JOB !