alright, i went to help out with niner's orientation today, sounds so good saying niners x) . but man im pretty sure ill be going to camp olympia with them tooo, so excited . im looking forward to see how this year will be with 300 niners , on mayne . i look forward to being a sophmore, with lotfs of things to look forward to i just hope life would kinda slow down ? everythings going so fast .

i also went to a kfc training, and man i knew nobody . it was awkward but i dont really care, cuz im there to serve him . looking forward to conference !

this feelings gotta stop,

“Jealousy is nothing more than a fear of abandonment”

i gotta get it straight .

OMG, ive never noticed how beautiful the sunrise is, i usually would pull the blamket right over my head, but not today . damn, it is so pretty . sometimes i wonder if i could just fly away :\ i dont know, i know i am naive at times. im gonna continue my sky obsession .

well this quote has nothing to do with me, but isnt it cute ? i wish i could relate :\

" If I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand. "

im reading a friends blog, and i cant believe your still at it.

" Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness. "

my love, you just need to stop. you think you cant stop thinking of him. but if you really cared about your best friend's feelings and the feelings of the people who worry for you. you would stop. stop being in denial, stop thinking you can fix things because im sorry to break it to you but ITS OVER . JUST STOP before it gets any worse. you need to move on, keep it real hunny . im only doing this because i care, i really do. straight up, if you were yourself, you can get someone else, maybe even better right ? you've changed, come back. control yourself.

i may have no right to talk, because i have no experience at this thing called love and i dont care. but yeah its cause i care and i know one thing, its not worth it for everyone to look at you like this, get over it love.

a song for you; Its Over- Jesse McCartney

drove friggen 6 hours todya, to buffalo and back. only my father would drive on the friggen emergency lane or else they wouldnt have made the flight. mom and brother left me , i couldnt post this earlier because it was a surprise for my other sisters in the states already. the house is waaaaay, to quiet now ! 3 effing weeks, im gonna die of silence man. have fun fam <3

OH YEAH NEW LAYOUT .

I just got back from the filipinos makin waves~ where I got to meet and see GLP perform ! Gabe Bondoc is sucha cutie , and his voice is amazing. Leejay, is the shit , his beatboxing is amazing. And Passion, Passion is the perfect name for him . I got a group pic with them, and later on Gabe was walking down by the rails and I was about to take a self cam pic with him and I , it was the moment and then I pressed the button but found out 5 seconds later MEMORY CARD FULL ! GAH . If only I took one less picture, one less picture. [Jayne I love you aha I was just jokin ! ] But overall it was one hell of a night, the performance was awesome.

i went downtown today, and i just love that new york feeling mayne. we walked around alot ate at made in china. ran into champions. There was this chinese artist guy drawing on the sidewalk, it was really beautiful . bigcitydreams man bigcitydreams. one day i shall go to the countryside for a day .

the thunder is scaring me, when i look into the sky i wonder if its cause God is angry .

sister and i posted our first youtube video today, lets make our way up there slowly <3

[ ] Update Resume
[ ] Job Hunting Again
[ ] Jam Session w/ Olmos/Gomez
[ ] Dye Halpern Pants
[ ] Take Brother to Land
[ ] Bake Strawberry Shortcake
[ ] Cover 'Battlefield' -Jordin

and haay , so my sister and I just posted our first 2 videos up on youtube ! Exciting right ;)

this summer so far has been awesomee, and only one more month left, one more month till i can see my loves come backs from states, one moth left till i reenter my second year of highschool, oh man .

alright so ive been "working" for the past month . been able to share my love of god with some badd ass kids . today was the last day, we did a shitload of cleaning and ate some yummy food. id have to say, even though im not getting paid its been such an amazing month , rather then sitting on my bum at home right? im seriously gonna miss the kids and the amazing leaders ive met . see you next summer <3 lord, thanks for all the blessings .

hello the name is jennifer myky lam | july5,94'| Single | MPJ
I am just another highschool girl, still trying to find who i am , still trying to find "the one" . I lovee music, and singing. It makes me happy, and can be my painkiller at times . I am soo greatful for the loved ones around me because without them, seriously I wouldnt know what to do . I love to love, and hate to hate. I say, dont judge if you dont know them, get to know me . I keep it real , when I've hit rock bottom , I know I've got God's guidance, grace and patience . My God is mighty to save , Capture my heart again . Even though I’ve run into some obstacles I know that everything happens for a reason and so hopefully as I continue to live my life, I run into more positive events that will change me to become a better person . Through everything I thank my loved ones for being there and making my history what it is now. 

Ajrafael / AndresR / CassandraN / EdriC / JaekelF / JamileeAbad / JayneAbad / JennIbana / JennC / JessicaE / JesicaC / JohnaA / KevinSayco / LinhThan / LotisMendez / MelanieR / MercedesM / MistyC / SusanH /

[X] Update Resume
[X] Expirience TGIF
[ ] Cover of Love/PromiseintheDark
[ ] Job Hunting Again
[X] Jam Session w/ Olmos/Gomez
[X] Video with Samar
[ ] Video with MM
[ ] Video with Lovebug
[ ] Bake Strawberry Shortcake
[X] Cover 'Battlefield' -Jordin