Something happened yesterday where it probably sounds like no big deal but after witnessing it, it really made me think. A lot.So two other classmates and I were called down to meet with one of our teachers and on our way back up to class two guys came up to my guy friend. Basically what happened is they took him by the neck, and I guess tried to ob him. I had to witness something.. like this? Why. It really bothered me the fact that I didn't end up doing anything, and I really regret it. But I was scared. My other friend told us to just pretend we didn't see anything, this is something I couldn't do. I ended up talking to him, and I'm less worried now. The thing is this guy right here is I'd have to say one of the chillest people I've encountered, he's a goon look type guy but is friggen genius. And just as a friend, seeing him get hurt, really hurt me.

I took a lot out of this though, the fact that the world is not as happy as you want it to be, things happen. People do stupid things to hurt other people. People do things, to hurt other people. I don't understand why, and I never will. I try to think of all the possibilities and its pretty crazy. I thought, maybe they tried to take it out on my friend because it happened to them? But just being able to witness this tiny event, made me realize how many other corrupt, horrible things people can do to other. Call me naive, but I'll never let go of the question of why can't people just get along. It's complicated. I have so much more to say. Even the people I hang with probably do this to others too, but I don't know. I could never do something to someone. It's just horrible. What has society taught us these days that the thought of even doing these things have to exist in their minds? Why, why why why. I have so much more to learn, I know. But I'm ready for it.

hello the name is jennifer myky lam | july5,94'| Single | MPJ
I am just another highschool girl, still trying to find who i am , still trying to find "the one" . I lovee music, and singing. It makes me happy, and can be my painkiller at times . I am soo greatful for the loved ones around me because without them, seriously I wouldnt know what to do . I love to love, and hate to hate. I say, dont judge if you dont know them, get to know me . I keep it real , when I've hit rock bottom , I know I've got God's guidance, grace and patience . My God is mighty to save , Capture my heart again . Even though I’ve run into some obstacles I know that everything happens for a reason and so hopefully as I continue to live my life, I run into more positive events that will change me to become a better person . Through everything I thank my loved ones for being there and making my history what it is now. 

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